I'm finishing out my little mini series, on Here's the Truth today. I've been so encouraged with your comments. God has strengthened me through writing these posts, then working through them in my head again, reading your comments, and even through worship, last night at church.
But I've realized just how stuck I really am. In my mind, there is no other choice then to follow Him.
No, He hasn't answered many of my prayers yet. He hasn't even come through on His promises yet. He just hasn't done things the way that I wanted or truthfully expected.
But the basics are taken care of. I have a roof over my head, food on the table and health for my family. Most importantly I know that even if the road to Heaven includes pain and hurt and misunderstanding in Him, I will keep going. I won't turn back. I will learn. I will continue on.
I know that He is not disappointed in me for not understanding Him. I know that He's patient with me. I believe it.
I may be stuck but at least I am on the right path.